It’s hard to think you moved on as i m still stuck there where you last left me wondering things would take a different turn.
But things don’t happen how we plan; guess that what life is about.
Is it just me or you laid telling I was replaceable and that my presence made your life worth living.
Of those promises, which had to be kept and taken till we ended up to our graves, have long lost into an unknown place.
I still feel that emptiness inside of me haunting me , teasing me that I lack a helping hand ,a well wisher who could clap the loudest looking me in the eye on every small achievement of mine.
That lingering memories though keeps me going are leaving scars engraved on my soul telling me not to believe a single person entering my boundary.
With you it was like a mirage setting me aside in a whole happy world where everything was possible with u patting my back.
Since then I am on my own surely doing pretty well but your reminiscence never left my side.
I have no shoulder to lean on to cry my heart out but I am surely doing pretty well.
The last fight we had where I said we are better off without each other; why didn’t you remind me same day again that I was born to make wrong decision like you did always.
All this reminds me of the perishable nature of humans, how fragile it is. Now I see another person with you on social media with the same captions and the exact same promises made. I wonder how you look into her eyes without remembering mine.
You may call me envy but all I think of is solitude and how impending future seems to me a total gloom. What happened to the void in you which I filled? It might have been tough for you to move on.
I ponder why I lost trust in people and denied the comfort that was provided devastating me to the point where I lost control of my emotions.
Everybody told me time heals everything but it has been two years now and your presence in my life still prevails as a mist vaporizes when I feel like touching you but has taken a toll over me. The more I yearn for u to be back in my life ,the more I become insane.